What I hate the most.

So many things to go down the list, 

It’s always she said, he said bullsh1t,

Keep your distance from those who are comfortable,

Or you’ll end up like a disposable.

Shallow, fake and unchallenged.

Stay the f^ck away from me…

contiguous haters can be seen eating the crumps off my table….

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Bondings.

A current draws me in,

Drowning my senses,

This first sight, sound and touch,

I am still to eyes wide open.

Looking through the glass,

I’ve seen the years of future and past,

Why is this experience so familiar…?

Your self disclosure is met with mine that’s why…

Like a quench to our longest thirst.

All significant meetings is given in simple tranquil pleasures.

You’ve come a long way to be completely acknowledged, don’t let it be a waste.

Create the unforgettable bonds.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋


Sensual Vibes.

If you’re like me, you wouldn’t settle for less of your worth or waste any investment in a created bond because like me you want it perfectly good. Sharing common interests, goals and spiritual intimacy, yes it’s important to pursuit all things in life and acknowledge the creation all around you. Sex talk is one of them, not like the rest but spoken in a innuendo language, a crafted tongue for the crude and politeful thoughts. Words purposely intoxicating; fulfilling better than wine. It’s invitation to the intellect serves a meal of great satisfaction to his or her mind set. Always think how it should be feed upon you like an adult, my love. If they can’t feed you, move on. Mature thoughts are to exercise with in-depth emotions…

Can’t expect a manchild to give you that growth and you can’t accept a women who gives the body without the mind, you’ll just end up with a game of never-ending insecurity and indecisiveness behavior. Body, mind and soul are one and grounded, beloved. Accomplish the sensual vibe naturally from this and you’ll believe it.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋


Same.

I find myself subconsciously following it like water flowing down a path, knowing the depth and stones. I am in no control as to where it leads but whatever we’re made of comes from the same place. 

Everlasting consuming love.

Yes, waters of the same kind we are. I am simply in love with that and I will follow along with you. You’ll never be alone, my love.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋

Slayer

A smile killing a thousand sorrows,

Of all kinds of Eyes she falls for the deepest ocean,

A dance leading to endless tomorrows,

Is the deception of intensional disruption,

No doubt, captivated by the show and charm,

A skilled pro of emotions,

The real MVP of smoke and mirrors game,

He is after the heart that says yes and gives welcome to any gain,

He is that lady slayer, baby ; )

The way of his words and demeanor can get any women falling head over heels. – Writer J

Shallow.

A beautiful face will have a hard time with love. They’re sorted out for what is seen on the surface, chased for their exterior and people’s selfish purposes. I assure you it’s a dreadful feeling to be passed by those who walk on shallow waters. Inner beauty pleads for the one who can see futher than the superficial ideals of mankind. Inner beauty wants to be seen, acknowledged and sought after like madmen. Once you’ve seen this beauty it becomes your secret place, you don’t want to leave from it. Capturing every moment of true beauty in beloved’s eyes is a gift beyond measure.

Same rules apply of the opposite exterior. – Writer J

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋


The Escape.

All kinds of hell is burning in your eyes, leveling down to the bottomless pit where they held you. Baby, I can feel the pain you’ve gone though, don’t doubt a second I’lI toss you away. I know the thoughts of death plagued you once before just how it visited me in the middle of my corridor. Dripping sweat over scarring wounds while tagging doors with our songs to lead us. The ground is too hot to touch, all around this place. Youthful years spent in the concrete jungle chasing the dream, remember we were young in this place. I swear I’m crazy for the things you know and the footings of past regrets as if they were my own, swinging onto the fire escape screaming it over the urban landscape. 

Damn right, I know all about it.

New York City 1990s. – Writer J

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋


Spiritual Intimacy.

Have you ever heard the term soul tie…?

The expression of tying the knot isn’t far from what it truly means. Soul tying is the action of tying the knot, Two different strings coming together to form a tight bonding of one and nothing will ever be able to separate them ever again. Once you’ve had sex with someone you’ll know you’ve engaged and you’ll never forget it as long as you live. So many people place it at the back burner and think it can go away just by moving on to the next person. I truly mean it what I say we all carry baggage. Sounds familiar right?… it’s more common than you think because we’re habitual in nature seeking pleasurable gifts from marriage without saying I do, thus creating the illusion of today’s modern love. 

After a break up the hardest thing for anyone is to be cut off completely from intimacy. We usually get distorted with fear of being alone and the mind begins it’s own game of trickery, I call it withdraws…

There are those who will try to grab anything superficial to keep the body satisfy but they’re quick to forget the soul has needs too creating more damage. The spiritual journey of the soul cannot be filled with superficial replacements.

My experience of the withdraws comes from years of tie bonding love with someone to going cold completely after. Soul ties are there forever and the body has perfect memory of pleasurable satisfacation, ripping you apart like an heroin addict quiting the next day going cold. If the love you shared took you to greater heights like mine, you’ll know the aching heart gives no fu*ks about mercy and no I did not rebound to anything afterwards, I took a year worth of withdraws. The worth of such a relationship is worthy of it for I did love like mad. I can’t do what others do so easily.

It’s the gamble of great spiritual intimacy. The place we know what love can do to us. Teaching us how  True love is utterly madness.

The word to describe it is petrifying that’s how you’ll know you’ve come face to face with it and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

Think of all the people you’ve had sexual relations with….Exactly, even the ones you regretted the most or still engaging with. Now I don’t want to bring out the worst memories of past relationships or spoil the good intentions of having one. I believe in having the right one in anyone’s life. The one who will bring out the desires for life, knowledge and spiritual growth to the fullest of your trueself. Yes my love walking in deep faith gives wisdom, keep this in high regard beloved. 

You should never settle for less and wait with patience when the time is right. Wait til that petrifying love finds you, you wouldn’t want to play yourself when the time comes. The hardest thing on the planet. I know because I am this way, I got my mistakes, trust me I’m not perfect but I am aware of the long term damage. Sex isn’t a game to fool around with… your physical and spiritual intimate needs must be meant right especially when you love another human being with the same needs as much as you. Yes, think about their deepest needs too for Love is not one sided. You’re creating a knot even if you think it’s just sex or not, your inner self won’t take it lightly good or bad. There is no such thing as casual sex…it’s a lie, maybe in your mind you can tell yourself its okay but your subconscious will return to remind you now or later who you are. Sex in this post modernism world has destroyed it. My generation can’t resurrect the value of sex anymore because of the overly saturated meaningless fu*king in our culture.

subduing and powerful connection of oneness, seen as a ritual in all walks of life and if not the highest forms of bonding in love. I continue to hold it as such even if I am the last.

Equal in the pursuit of knowledge, wisdom and all things of spirit and I wish you the same my dear reader. 

Union.

I believe strongly the rightful purposes of all emotions even the ones that make us feel uncomfortable can teach us so much. The kind of emotions where we’re not in control, the one we know the most.

Vulnerability.

When you’ve put it towards the right purposes in your life it will bring you to greater heights. Opening yourself entirely out of your element to love, seek knowledge and connect suddenly becomes a hot rush of it’s own. In this state of mind you’re free without a doubt, growth spurs quickly in one’s inner self and trust me that’s not even the half of it….

Show me, teach me and give it to me with abundance. 

There is no greater gift than someone else being completely vulnerable towards you. There is no greater gift than giving your inner treasures to another. 

To accomplish this perfect vulnerable connection both must be ready to give or receive each other. The worth of yourself determines the strength of the latching between you and your other half. Everything you are is allowing to enter into each others souls, a beautiful union of growth in love is all I can say, beloved.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋

Noel – Silent Morning

Music is forever timeless with rhythm by her side. – Writer J

LYRICS:

I’m on fire
My emotions run so deep
You vowed to love me
Is that a vow you’d keep
Your smile is so tender
You’ve got me sighing a sweet surrender
Your touch is so pleasing
Makes me warm inside
Makes me feel I’m alive
And I can’t resist your heavenly bliss
The magic concealed in your kiss
Must realize what I see in your eyes
Takes me beyond the skies

Chorus:
Silent Morning, I wake up and you’re not by my side
Silent Morning, You know how hard I try
Silent Morning, They say a man’s not supposed to cry
Silent Morning, Why did your love have to be a lie

I’m on fire
And you’re my every desire
A living fantasy
And you know just what to do for me
I love the things you do
Here open arms waiting for you
Words you whisper
Make me warm inside
Makes me feel I’m alive
And I can’t resist the heavenly bliss
The magic concealed in your kiss
Must realize what I see in your eyes
Takes me beyond the skies

Chorus

And I can’t resist heavenly bliss
Magic concealed in your kiss
You must realize what I see in your eyes
Takes me to paradise

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋