Bondings.

A current draws me in,

Drowning my senses,

This first sight, sound and touch,

I am still to eyes wide open.

Looking through the glass,

I’ve seen the years of future and past,

Why is this experience so familiar…?

Your self disclosure is met with mine that’s why…

Like a quench to our longest thirst.

All significant meetings is given in simple tranquil pleasures.

You’ve come a long way to be completely acknowledged, don’t let it be a waste.

Create the unforgettable bonds.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋


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Sensual Vibes.

If you’re like me, you wouldn’t settle for less of your worth or waste any investment in a created bond because like me you want it perfectly good. Sharing common interests, goals and spiritual intimacy, yes it’s important to pursuit all things in life and acknowledge the creation all around you. Sex talk is one of them, not like the rest but spoken in a innuendo language, a crafted tongue for the crude and politeful thoughts. Words purposely intoxicating; fulfilling better than wine. It’s invitation to the intellect serves a meal of great satisfaction to his or her mind set. Always think how it should be feed upon you like an adult, my love. If they can’t feed you, move on. Mature thoughts are to exercise with in-depth emotions…

Can’t expect a manchild to give you that growth and you can’t accept a women who gives the body without the mind, you’ll just end up with a game of never-ending insecurity and indecisiveness behavior. Body, mind and soul are one and grounded, beloved. Accomplish the sensual vibe naturally from this and you’ll believe it.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋


Same.

I find myself subconsciously following it like water flowing down a path, knowing the depth and stones. I am in no control as to where it leads but whatever we’re made of comes from the same place. 

Everlasting consuming love.

Yes, waters of the same kind we are. I am simply in love with that and I will follow along with you. You’ll never be alone, my love.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋

Spiritual Intimacy.

Have you ever heard the term soul tie…?

The expression of tying the knot isn’t far from what it truly means. Soul tying is the action of tying the knot, Two different strings coming together to form a tight bonding of one and nothing will ever be able to separate them ever again. Once you’ve had sex with someone you’ll know you’ve engaged and you’ll never forget it as long as you live. So many people place it at the back burner and think it can go away just by moving on to the next person. I truly mean it what I say we all carry baggage. Sounds familiar right?… it’s more common than you think because we’re habitual in nature seeking pleasurable gifts from marriage without saying I do, thus creating the illusion of today’s modern love. 

After a break up the hardest thing for anyone is to be cut off completely from intimacy. We usually get distorted with fear of being alone and the mind begins it’s own game of trickery, I call it withdraws…

There are those who will try to grab anything superficial to keep the body satisfy but they’re quick to forget the soul has needs too creating more damage. The spiritual journey of the soul cannot be filled with superficial replacements.

My experience of the withdraws comes from years of tie bonding love with someone to going cold completely after. Soul ties are there forever and the body has perfect memory of pleasurable satisfacation, ripping you apart like an heroin addict quiting the next day going cold. If the love you shared took you to greater heights like mine, you’ll know the aching heart gives no fu*ks about mercy and no I did not rebound to anything afterwards, I took a year worth of withdraws. The worth of such a relationship is worthy of it for I did love like mad. I can’t do what others do so easily.

It’s the gamble of great spiritual intimacy. The place we know what love can do to us. Teaching us how  True love is utterly madness.

The word to describe it is petrifying that’s how you’ll know you’ve come face to face with it and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

Think of all the people you’ve had sexual relations with….Exactly, even the ones you regretted the most or still engaging with. Now I don’t want to bring out the worst memories of past relationships or spoil the good intentions of having one. I believe in having the right one in anyone’s life. The one who will bring out the desires for life, knowledge and spiritual growth to the fullest of your trueself. Yes my love walking in deep faith gives wisdom, keep this in high regard beloved. 

You should never settle for less and wait with patience when the time is right. Wait til that petrifying love finds you, you wouldn’t want to play yourself when the time comes. The hardest thing on the planet. I know because I am this way, I got my mistakes, trust me I’m not perfect but I am aware of the long term damage. Sex isn’t a game to fool around with… your physical and spiritual intimate needs must be meant right especially when you love another human being with the same needs as much as you. Yes, think about their deepest needs too for Love is not one sided. You’re creating a knot even if you think it’s just sex or not, your inner self won’t take it lightly good or bad. There is no such thing as casual sex…it’s a lie, maybe in your mind you can tell yourself its okay but your subconscious will return to remind you now or later who you are. Sex in this post modernism world has destroyed it. My generation can’t resurrect the value of sex anymore because of the overly saturated meaningless fu*king in our culture.

subduing and powerful connection of oneness, seen as a ritual in all walks of life and if not the highest forms of bonding in love. I continue to hold it as such even if I am the last.

Equal in the pursuit of knowledge, wisdom and all things of spirit and I wish you the same my dear reader. 

Union.

I believe strongly the rightful purposes of all emotions even the ones that make us feel uncomfortable can teach us so much. The kind of emotions where we’re not in control, the one we know the most.

Vulnerability.

When you’ve put it towards the right purposes in your life it will bring you to greater heights. Opening yourself entirely out of your element to love, seek knowledge and connect suddenly becomes a hot rush of it’s own. In this state of mind you’re free without a doubt, growth spurs quickly in one’s inner self and trust me that’s not even the half of it….

Show me, teach me and give it to me with abundance. 

There is no greater gift than someone else being completely vulnerable towards you. There is no greater gift than giving your inner treasures to another. 

To accomplish this perfect vulnerable connection both must be ready to give or receive each other. The worth of yourself determines the strength of the latching between you and your other half. Everything you are is allowing to enter into each others souls, a beautiful union of growth in love is all I can say, beloved.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋

Heavy.

A deep substance you can seep your fingers into… 

You’ve been holding out for so long, Waiting for the right one. The only one to bring out all the complexity of your being to the surface. You’ll see the center when you’ve come across the liking of your own. The only time you’ll ever come to know your true self.

Heavy and dense.      So unbreathable.

Opening all human senses to feel the center of gravity.  Then lose it repeatedly to start again.

This is what love feels like, beloved.

Imbalance perfection of heavy bliss.

You’ve brought out a side of me that I didn’t know existed. You saw it and when you did you show it to me so I may know it. I will never be the same.  – Writer J

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋

Consciousness 

Energy. Underneath skin & bone. Energy is what we are made of.

The universal language of all mankind.

It’s incredible to finally see the real you in this body, you’ve let your walls come down.

I know this body is temporary by the way you burn so easily against the skin, vibrations speaking of the great escape turns deep red. Feel and taste the lovers dream with eyes ready to spill an eternal love; be ready for no one will be able to stop it or comprehend the beautiful arrangement. When the body can no longer contain the real you, you will change… 

 

The body is the limitations of the soul and spirit, increase your spirit by seeking all things of the light. – Writer J

 

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋


Madness.

Madness. What is it exactly?…

and why the hell does it exist…?

What purpose can it bring to any sane individual?

The fuck do I know about it. I’m just as clueless as anybody would be. I can throw rocks at broken windows just for the sake of it. Yell obscene words from left to right, screaming my head off just to feel the vibrations. Do I show it?… naw, why would anyone want to show this side to anyone. Nobody goes around doing absurd shit unless there is a reason.

Ah, yes the reason.

There gots to be a reason…

It can’t be just any other reason either, gotta be something anyone would understand. Anyone in their right mind would agree the cause of madness would be this four letter word. They’ll go to war for it, tear down walls for it, deeply claim it for their own with no regrets.

Love.

Sustainable, fulfillment and all consuming… oh how it feels like an entitlement and it really is.

Clutch your fists to keep it together darling, it isn’t over yet.

Madness is knowing ALL of this and keeping it under your skin.

It’s not until you’ll come to know someone of your caliber from all the chaotic ways love can muster up, you’ll watch it all come down.

You’ll try everything in your power to keep yourself from not falling apart but it will be futile.

Unraveling all the places you try to keep hidden will fall because that’s the purpose.

I know this now…

It’s not some mediocre bs kind of love and it’s not something you’ll see coming. The unexpected is some life changing substance and it’s an addictive. It was like we were made to be this way.  Madness will drive us to throw stones at the windows to shed the light in our lives we seek so badly.

Drunk on Madness….

I’ll tell you this… It’s better to know your madness, know it well because it’s there for you to know real love.

Mad love is the center of all things made.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋

Closer.

-The journal logs of vivid dreams-

We’ve met in dreams occasionally. I can see why we do sometimes. It’s a bond not like any other and I wouldn’t want it any other way. The higher level of consciousness we’ve brought together cannot be reached by just anyone. You’ve given me your hand and I given mine, Everything said and done.  I promise to be open always, never again to bite my tongue for the sake of humanity and to you. We spoke the truth of our lives each word taken in deeply. Warm vibrations of love like the presence of cosmic stars. Erecting love and lost in the place of light. Before the world was placed we have met in the place where we were made. Created by the same substance of life. Closer to the creator of dreams. We are the same.

I write them down so I’ll never forget them. I keep this open so that the heart who feels the same way know…. I am here. – Writer J

The glass bottle.

-The journal logs of vivid dreams-

I’ve no longer bitten down the tongue that wishes to speak. I’ve come too close to reach my inner me. I am searching for you. Walking though the aisle standing on a shelf the green bottle wrapped with twine, shinning and glistering from sun rays. I was drawn to it completely. I placed my fingers against the wrappings and a beautiful sound of winds came out. I began to make music tracing my fingers against it. A harmony written inside. A love I’ve always been searching for… is this you calling me back? It’s time to speak love, passion and beauty. Yes, this is the time.

⌊ᶫᵉᵗ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ ∞ ᵗʰᵒᵘˢᵃᶰᵈ ˢᵘᶰˢ⌋